Why am I in love alone?

In this lifetime, we find ourselves loving someone who doesn’t love us back.
It’s unfortunate and sad, but still it is something to treasure,
because we know that unconditional love do really exist.

Love isn’t really about loving someone and being reciprocated.
We don’t get to choose who we love, and we don’t get to choose who will love us.
Loving alone isn’t easy, it’s painful, you cry alone, you get sad alone.
Knowing all that, we really just can’t stop, do we?
Because we can’t unloved them, we are trying and failing.
As much as we can’t force someone to love us,
we can’t force ourselves to unloved them.
That’s reality.
And reality, oh, it will hit you hard.

And now, I am at this one-sided love stage.
It hurts, but what can I do?
Am I stupid? I guess (hope) not.
I tried to stop, but I can’t.
Because loving him is like breathing,
I just can’t stop.
The crying, the sleepless night, that’s not the problem.
The problem is, I am at this point in my life
where I would drop everything,
I would throw away my life just to be with him.
It’s frightening, because I’ve fallen in the kind of love that takes a lifetime to get over.


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